The Confessing Seventh-day Adventist

I got into a good faith business arrangement with some guys that I thought were genuine and sincere. However as things progressed I soon lost money and was treated with contempt for raising questions about transparency within the deal. I lost out because a so-called friend cut my throat the 1st chance he got by using tactics such as gossip and false rumours. To make it worse the only recognizable skill he had was to dig dirt on people in order to elevate himself to a more promoted level. And it worked.

But it’s not the point... I invested my hard earned money and effort into this arrangement only to be burned and ousted in return. I lost!

Being from a Christian upbringing I’d been taught to DEPEND ON THE LORD for practically everything. I prayed about my circumstance? I sought Gods help, etc.. All those yummy things that Christian parents teach their children. But it’s just eating me and eating me and eating me. Probably because i had such high expectations from this business deal. It was my retirement plan you could say.

These traitors. These slanderers. These money-loving greedy types. Why does God allow these people to breath the same air as the rest of us. Why are they permitted to stand their and taunt us and laugh at our loss? I’ve since departed.

The government agencies are just as useless. I was told I’d be lucky to see my money again and that I should spend even more money on legal advice (which I can’t afford). To add insult to injury I found out that one of em flew out of the country...bye bye with money.

It’ll be cheaper and quicker just to get revenge by myself. My own dishing out of justice. Oh oh... not allowed! Point taken.

They are scum-bag people who betray, rob, and deceive causing me ill-feelings which is basically a burning hatred. And there are other people as well who have been burned by these thieving liars.

So what can we do about it? Only goodie goodie things apparently (makes me puke even more). Women with their modern day freedoms are alot more opinionated that yesteryears i think. Anyway the church ladies say to me...Oh no “ leave it to the Lord”, “rest in the Lord”, and “ vengeance is mine saith the Lord”. Well I’m here to say that “Its neither comforting or a feel good pill” when church folk tell me this. It’s the same as saying “clap your hands, hallelujah, do nothing except flap your lips”. I can’t do this! I’m angry as hell.

Where are our soldiers?

Heard this saying... evil prevails when good men do nothing.

Well it sounds/feels like the BIG DO NOTHING.

Men ought to be men but these days it seems we are handcuffed by philosophies that are more and more female. Softly softly. No wonder so many men these days are soft and evil men get away with dark deeds.

It’s like Christians are only good for Singing old hymns, kneeling on knees, dishing out soup, and handing someone a bandage. which im not against but wish there was something such as a real holy soldier or an actual crusader knight. Good guys sorting the problem with bad guys.

Why should God have all the fun and do all the work of dealing with evil scum-bags? Which seems or looks like he does ever so seldomly.

Then my mind went to old testament “An eye for an eye”.

How does “An eye for an eye” apply to these modern days? Does it apply? And if not; why not? Coz at the moment I want to act if no-one else is seen to act.

I’m so enraged I don’t care about consequences and soup kitchens, and op-shops, and door knocking, and preaching, and hymns, and ring’a’rosey, and feet washing, and all those other lovey dovey things. I want justice without being told to turn the other cheek and wait a thousand years (not even one year) to get it.

Your opinions please.