Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2005 7:27 am Post subject: Hi Gene
Gene
Hello. How are you? I hope you are well. We have not spoken for a long time. I would be pleased to speak with you again and to become reaquainted. I have never ceased loving you and I have the great hope that you continue to be well. Can we speak?
Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2005 9:17 pm Post subject: There is no harmony between Jesus and Judas
Persons who obey the truth have no partnership with those who have seared their conscience. Believers in Scripture should never befriend a betrayer of Christ. If repentance from Judas type treachery were possible, the conversion would be noticeable. There would be an obvious transformation in mind and a dramatic shift in life. Outrageous lies are not an evidence of repentance.
Posted: Thu Jun 23, 2005 10:27 pm Post subject: life changes
Dear Gene,
I completely understand your response. When I was drinking, my mind and spirit were both unhealthy and unreliable and I cannot depend on my memory or rationality during that time. I am completely at your mercy and your willingness to forgive, but at least know that I am genuinely sorry for failing our friendship.
As for life changing transformations, though I was able to stop smoking through prayer alone, I found it necessary to enter a formalized program to stop drinking alcohol. It has been challenging but successful so far. At least I have been reminded that every sober breath I draw depends upon the grace and will of God and my continued focus. I'm not much of a saint and do not disagree with your statements about not associating with me - I wouldn't much care to associate with me either, but I don't have a choice - so I'm trying to get better.
I have other changes I need to make, with the Lord's help I will make them. You have been a great help and inspiration to me. I don't think I would have made it in life as far as I have without your help in the past.
I guess you could say that... I was raised as a catholic and went to a catholic school until I was 11.
but of course, I can't turn against jesus if I'm not even sure if he existed.
although I am against religion so you could certainly say that.
Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2005 7:20 am Post subject: RE: Not in my power
Gene,
Thank you for the encouragement. I would still like to speak with you on the phone some time, but I want to have a longer successful track record of being "clean and sober" before doing so. I don't have the courage to call you and have you ask me, "how long has it been since you stopped drinking," and then I answer, "well, I've been trying very hard for many months, but have only been completely successful for about 4 weeks."
Posted: Tue Jun 28, 2005 8:11 pm Post subject: Re: Not in my power
JR,
I'm sure that there are many totally self-absorbed hedonists who realize that freedom from intoxicants favors their temporal self-interests. If they can stop drinking completely, maybe you can too.
For you to acquire faith, love for God and love for the truth, that's the miracle I want to see.
Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2005 7:25 am Post subject: Re: Not in my power
Gene wrote:
I'm sure that there are many totally self-absorbed hedonists who realize that freedom from intoxicants favors their temporal self-interests. If they can stop drinking completely, maybe you can too.
For you to acquire faith, love for God and love for the truth, that's the miracle I want to see.
Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 5:43 am Post subject: Re: Not in my power
J.R. wrote:
I pray for this miracle.
Your admission of not having those items that I believe are essential for salvation and friendship with me (faith, love for God and love for the truth) is a marvelous achievement in becoming self-aware.
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